Wanted: A New Blog List for March-July 2020

Hi there! I'll never join any segment that other bloggers had organized.  So yeah I'm gonna participate this segment that organized by Anis. Btw Anis ask us to tell about our favorites food. I don't have any specific foods that I love. I love to eat any foods as long it's delicious. But my priority is my mom's homemade foods especially "Asam Pedas". Gosh suddenly I feel hungry hahahah.  I think that's all. If you want to participate this segment, click the banner. Oh yaa the due date is 28/2/2020 which is tomorrow. Make sure you don't miss it. With loves, CK

I Want To Be Like Her

I want to be like her...

That kind of girl that doesn't care

what people talk about her.

I want to be like her...

That kind of girl that brave enough

to stand in front the crowd.

I want to be like her...

When she enter a room

everyone stares at her.

I want to be like her...

She spreads loves

even to her enemies.

I want to be like her...

So beautiful

yet so humble.

I want to be like her...

She is perfect

in everyone's eyes.

But...

I'll never be like her...

because she is she

and me is me.

Me is me.

Feeling insecurity every time.

Feeling down every moments.

Always nervous and afraid when standing in front of crowd.

No one notices my presence.

But I hope they'll notice my absence.

With all of this weaknesses of mine, I hope I can overcome it one by one.
So one day,
You will seeing the new me.
The new version of me that more confident in all aspects.
And maybe that version will be more perfect than the girl that I want to be.
Insyaallah.

With loves,

CK

The Art Of Letting Go

Letting go is hard. It's become more difficult especially when you have to let go something that you really want, whether someone you really love, great opportunity or your own expectation toward something that might be impossible to you.

"The more you fight for something that is not meant for you, the more it will fight you"

Things will go smoothly went they are meant for you. Anything that feels harder than it should be or causes you too much pain is not meant for you. You may get what you want in the end but it may not last or you may not feel ease at all.

We might be feel hesitate to start letting go the things that seem impossible for us when we already halfway to reach the goals. We've tried so hard to reach that point and if we want to let go now, it will feel like waste of time and efforts that we invested in it. But nothing that you did is waste of time. Letting go is also a process of learning and a process of growth. A process that gives lessons to you for grow better. If you keep to hold on to toxic situations just because you've done too much, you will keep hurting yourself.

"When one door closes, another door opens"

Letting go helps you to move forward. We have so much things to share with other people. It doesn't mean that your life will end if you start to let go something that you can't keep it. Many opportunities are waiting for you. It might be not great as the previous one but maybe it will be more convenient to you. Some endings are not bad; sometimes they are not even endings - just a bridge to new beginning.

Try to let go. You will gonna be okay.
One day if you look back on your life, you will find yourself laughing at certain situations when you thought you would never move on from someone or how you keep holding on something that is wrong for you.

Let go of your fear, your past, your mistakes, your failures or your self-doubt but never forget what they taught you.

With love,
CK

Bangkit - Haqiem Rusli

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Hello there! I'm one of bigger fans Haqiem Rusli. 

This post is about his new single "Bangkit" that have been released 2 days ago. "Bangkit" is totally different with his previous songs. It's kinda motivation song that tells us to keep moving forward even though we have been encountered many failures. I think I really like the new version of Haqiem Rusli. Check it out guys!

Let me know your feedback!

With loves,

CK

Welcome Back

Hello to whoever reading this. It has been almost a year I left this blog so yeah welcome back to myself.  Many things happen while I was away. It's either sweet or bitter one but I guess I can called that memories as sweet-bitter memories hehehe.

Currently, I am undergraduate student in Bachelor of Nursing and trying to survive my 2nd semester for Year 1. Lot things happened these days. Meeting a new friend but basically for a temporary period of time. Get a good grades for my first examination as a degree student and hopefully I can improve to get 4.00 Insyaallah. I am grateful!

I really hope I can keep being happy like the way I am right now but there is always ups and downs in our life. May I can keep calm and positive to face it. New semester has just start and things will get even more busier than the last semester. Pray for me okay!

I think that's all for now. Looking forward to hear your stories too!

Have a nice day people!

With much love,
CK