I Want To Be Like Her

I want to be like her...

That kind of girl that doesn't care

what people talk about her.

I want to be like her...

That kind of girl that brave enough

to stand in front the crowd.

I want to be like her...

When she enter a room

everyone stares at her.

I want to be like her...

She spreads loves

even to her enemies.

I want to be like her...

So beautiful

yet so humble.

I want to be like her...

She is perfect

in everyone's eyes.

But...

I'll never be like her...

because she is she

and me is me.

Me is me.

Feeling insecurity every time.

Feeling down every moments.

Always nervous and afraid when standing in front of crowd.

No one notices my presence.

But I hope they'll notice my absence.

With all of this weaknesses of mine, I hope I can overcome it one by one.
So one day,
You will seeing the new me.
The new version of me that more confident in all aspects.
And maybe that version will be more perfect than the girl that I want to be.
Insyaallah.

With loves,

CK